Yeah, I am trying to write again. So, this is surely the day one 😁
First August huh
already.
Times always surprise me. Besides it's a mystery. It always has the answer about my sorrow and merriment.
It's been a month already since I started working at home and teaching English online and offline. I've got 23 students and 4 classes at the school.
My day off has turned to Friday!
Saturdays and Sundays are recently the busy days! (no longer weekends, no longer charging energy, no longer being friends with laziness) hehe..
Even on Fridays, couldn't be really lazy 😂 I miss being lazy 😴
I had 7 students today, 5 online and 2 offline. This is really a new life. Teaching english but at home. I've spent more time with my laptop ever since. But, yeah this is actually what I had been wanting.
I was tired of leaving home at 6 am and going home (almost) 6 pm every weekday for almost 8 years. I felt this year was enough. So, I resigned from the school and took the challenge. I knew my mom sometimes worried when I was going to quit my job. But, I kept telling and convincing her that my intention was that I will keep working but now it's different. It's from home. Since, I'd considered it from every aspect.
I am not gonna lie, I once felt scared a little, what if I didn't get many students what if and the other what ifs.. But, yeah I think feeling that way it's normal. Alhamdulillah, I believe more in God. Allah has already guaranteed our provision. So I will sin if I don't believe in it. Alhamdulillah, Allah has given me more than what I expected. Allah even still wanted me to teach at schools. So, here I am.. I teach two schools. I teach them English too but only as an extracurricular activity. But yeah it's not as heavy as teaching a subject.
It's almost eleven pm
I am having a little headache yet I still want to make a very productive night 😂
I don't know what to write anymore. I don't have anyone to speak English with except my students and my online sister hehe..
So, I have to keep immersing my self in English..
Omg, I am a full-time English teacher right now. Yeah a month already. Masha Allah,
I honestly still feel uncomfortable everytime I hear some of my students call me Miss 😅 I like it but I still don't feel that I deserve it.
Cause, the more I study English , The more stupid I feel..
I feel like I know nothing 😿It's so sad actually.
But yeah, I am not gonna stop studying until I stop breathing...
Okay, Good night! Hope tomorrow I still back and write the other things about my life 😄
Hopefully, I get better in writing English ,
and get better in everything as well too...
