I feel stupid

I am in the class with the classmates that they are experts in Arabic. I often feel left out especially when it comes to speaking and listening 🥲 So, this level, in the 3rd level, we have speaking examination. We have weekly exam in every level. Because we now are in the 3rd one so yeah there is one more exam. So, it's speaking and writing examinations now every week. 

Sooooo, yeah. I am so bad at speaking Arabic 😭 I felt so frustrated with my speaking exam 🫠 ya Allah please help me.. 

I finally realized that I didn't truly study hard in previous levels. So, I have to review again what I have learned and sacrificed my weekend night for studying 🥹 My Saudi friend asked me what is my plan for tonight. And I sadly answered, I am studying 🥲😂 

But that's allright. I better don't have fun than feeling stupid and left out 🥲